Jim Daniels

DROPPED OFF, PICKED UP

She dropped me off at the tilted

farm house I shared with friends.

My face’s tight mask stung with sweat. 

 

*

My daughter glued colored beads

onto a large stone and gave it to me.

Her name in masking tape on the bottom.

 

More than half have fallen off, 

leaving opaque circles of glue.

She called it a big jewel.

 

On my desk.

On this rock

I shall build my church.

 

*

I could never find that wrecked

apartment where we spent the night

or even that woman’s name.

 

Did I ever know it, speak it aloud?

Running stop signs, my worst habit.

She was one on a long list I could not

 

re-create now. Struck by her soft freckles

despite tough talk about her live-in boyfriend

and the woman she was kissing in the bar.

 

That town had six bars. I remember each

one. Coupons expired. Options limited.

 

*

I drove out of that small town

in my ancient Plymouth Satellite

with a new pair of tight black shoes,

 

dress pants, white shirt, purple tie—

given my lack of cash,

I passed on the suit—

 

to the city to make my fortune

once I ditched my own name

and wrote off everyone I knew.

 

*

Early sun slants in through

dusty February windows.

My daughter climbs the steps

 

to the school bus with her dance bag,

her hair in pigtails, her true smile.

Maybe she squints out the window

 

toward me as the bus turns into the glare.

Rachel. The bus hisses to a stop

at the railroad tracks, jerks open

 

its folding door. Fresh air, long straight

silent tracks. Nobody getting on.

Nobody getting off.

 

*

Always have a white shirt

just in case. Here’s the church,

here’s the steeple. Save your beads

 

even when they fall off.

Save the name on masking tape.

Jim Daniels is the author of many books of poems, including, Gun/Shy, forthcoming in 2021 from Wayne State University Press. His sixth book of fiction, The Perp Walk, was published by Michigan State University Press in 2019, along with the anthology he edited with M.L. Liebler, RESPECT: The Poetry of Detroit Music in 2020. A native of Detroit, he currently lives in Pittsburgh.  Full Profile

 

Jim Daniels’ new book of poems, Gun/Shy, Wayne State University Press, will be published in August and is available for pre-order on amazon. Other recent books include his fiction collection, The Perp Walk (2019) and his anthology, RESPECT: The Poetry of Detroit Music (2020), co-edited with M. L. Liebler, both published by Michigan State University Press. He is a recipient of two fellowships from the National Endowment for the Arts... Full Profile