Saddiq Dzukogi

SUMMER IN THE PRAIRIE

On Q Street, dehydrated, I walk into St. Thomas Aquinas church

to mollify my body from the summer heat. Dangling above a pulpit, Christ toils

 

on a crucifix. I loaf into a nearby pew, basking in air conditioning, a man

at the far end turns, as wood creaks against concrete. On stained glass windows,

 

wreathing their own music, Saints like serfs working on their lord’s estate,

perhaps psalms dropping from their mouths. When I visited Holmes Lake later

 

that evening, as my son chases after them, geese flap their wings into violet sky.

I close my eyes, and my deceased daughter is whispering her fragrance,

 

like dwarf daylilies boarded in a garden. A song is a dialogue between a soul

and its body. Above a harp holed in a bur oak, as fall, summer begins in leaves.

 

Lisp of wind holds the humid speech of weather. Home is hotter than this, I whisper. With no reproach, my body is a clamor of thirsts. I stream my throat with ice latte—

 

At this time of year, back home, my throat will be a silo for the grainy dust

of harmattan. Earlier, in another park by a fountain, water rushes out

 

of a pipe-mouth encircling the cascade. A coffle of worries like shadows follow me everywhere in this prairie, the memory of home hurries out as sighs. It’s exhausting

 

to hold home as a pendant. I wonder what thirst nostalgia can quench.

This is where I live now, away from the comfort of my blood. On my way

 

back from Starbucks, in a nearby quarry, a bird struggles to hold on to life, all alone,

rolling in bush as if trying to douse the ardor of pain stuck on its feathers,

 

a death-wound. I don’t know why it reminds me of my first day in America

when my wife observed cars parked close to sidewalks craving company

 

of people. Quiet and lonely, though it is not what dying feels like,

I imagine the bird, if it has a voice, will agree it is.

Saddiq Dzukogi was born in Minna, Nigeria, and is the author of Your Crib, My Qibla (University of Nebraska Press, 2021). His poetry is featured in various magazines including Poetry, Kenyon ReviewCincinnati Review, Poetry Wales, Gulf Coast, and Prairie Schooner... Full Profile