Robert Fillman

BLUE POLES*

 

“I don’t use the accident—’cause I deny the accident. I believe it was Freud who said there’s no such thing as an accident” 

                                                      —Jackson Pollock

Jackson Pollock lost his head speeding  

       ​north on Springs-Fireplace Road in his green

Oldsmobile convertible. He was

 

​       angry. He was drunk. He had two young

women with him when his sports car slammed

​       into the trunk of an oak tree. What  

absolute horror, dying this way,

 

​       ​your head ripped from your body. And yet,

for the abstract painter this manner

​       ​of death epitomized his method—

fiercely crisp, a gesture stripped of all

​​       pretense, the artist’s wild brokenness

 

strewn on a breathing canvas with one

​​       hard swing of the wheel. So how can you

gaze at a piece like Blue Poles and not

​​       envision the twisted shapes of steel

 

and chrome, a clotted landscape of blood

​​       spatter, broken glass and bone, the grove

of trees set back a bit from the road—

 

​​       knowing any one of those dark streaks

could be the spot where the drip master

​       ​intended to surrender his soul.

 

 

* Pollock painted Blue Poles in 1952. He died four years later, in 1956, in a single-car crash. He was decapitated.

Robert Fillman is the author of House Bird (Terrapin, 2022) and November Weather Spell (Main Street Rag, 2019). Individual poems have appeared in such venues as The Hollins CriticPoetry EastSalamanderSpoon River Poetry ReviewTar River Poetry, and Verse DailyHis criticism has been published in ISLE: Interdisciplinary Studies in Literature and the Environment, CLAJ: The College Language Association Journal, and elsewhere. He holds a Ph.D. in English from Lehigh University and currently teaches at Kutztown University in eastern Pennsylvania... Full Profile