Fernando Rafael Izaguirre, Jr.

ABDOMEN

At 10:22 a.m. I visit

the White Elephant Flea Market

in east Houston and eat a torta

filled with pollo, lechuga,

queso y aguacate, and 2 hours later

I drive to Emiliano’s Cantina, drink a shot

of Jose Cuervo, but when the bartender asks,

“¿quieres otra?” I shake my head because

I have a long day ahead of me, so I pay,

and leave a $10 tip for their service, then

3 miles down the road I arrive

at Memo’s Record Shop,

though I don’t buy records nowadays

since grandma Guadalupe died, 

I funnel through each row

and find Juan Gabriel, the singer

she listened to while dusk cusped the jaw line of earth;

eventually I end up in downtown during the evening

and pass by a food truck where a viejito sells elote,

but I don’t have much of an appetite

without my hermanito, Miguel, constantly

asking me if he could have some,

still, I get one, and admire the chile, sparkling

like rubies, rimmed around the cob; no later

than 7:00 p.m do I exit John Ralston Rd, park at Fiesta, 

walk to aisle 5, and grab Nescafé,

the same coffee I tried finding for mamá at 8 years old,

but got lost and came across a cashier 

who called her through the intercom by the register;

when I get home, I turn on the stove,

and watch the flames stomaching

the base of a pan and rippling noodles

that go por ahí, por allá, donde queria, above

water and salt.

After Frank O’Hara’s poem “The Day Lady Died”

Fernando Rafael Izaguirre Jr., graduated with a BA in Creative Writing from the University of Houston. He is currently an MFA candidate at Texas State University. His poems have appeared in the Rio Grande Review, Metaphor, Glass Mountain, and The New York Quarterly. He lives with his wife and their dog, Oliver, in San Marcos, Texas. 

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