At 10:22 a.m. I visit
the White Elephant Flea Market
in east Houston and eat a torta
filled with pollo, lechuga,
queso y aguacate, and 2 hours later
I drive to Emiliano’s Cantina, drink a shot
of Jose Cuervo, but when the bartender asks,
“¿quieres otra?” I shake my head because
I have a long day ahead of me, so I pay,
and leave a $10 tip for their service, then
3 miles down the road I arrive
at Memo’s Record Shop,
though I don’t buy records nowadays
since grandma Guadalupe died,
I funnel through each row
and find Juan Gabriel, the singer
she listened to while dusk cusped the jaw line of earth;
eventually I end up in downtown during the evening
and pass by a food truck where a viejito sells elote,
but I don’t have much of an appetite
without my hermanito, Miguel, constantly
asking me if he could have some,
still, I get one, and admire the chile, sparkling
like rubies, rimmed around the cob; no later
than 7:00 p.m do I exit John Ralston Rd, park at Fiesta,
walk to aisle 5, and grab Nescafé,
the same coffee I tried finding for mamá at 8 years old,
but got lost and came across a cashier
who called her through the intercom by the register;
when I get home, I turn on the stove,
and watch the flames stomaching
the base of a pan and rippling noodles
that go por ahí, por allá, donde queria, above
water and salt.
After Frank O’Hara’s poem “The Day Lady Died”