J.L. Lapinel

IN THE LOAMING

Back when
there was
a pigeon feather

and it floated
it was a different

pace than I was

when the piano

was waiting
for the time
in my room

which was
a rabbit father

late again
but he would

drop me by
the back door

and me
the climber
that I was
would reach
for the next

branch with

blood pricks

staining the bark

but I was only

bitten once

when he didn’t

know who I was.

 

Like the time
I stained
my pants
and we drove
a stranger home

he sat next

to my pants

the heat

making
it waft and yet

that same

way they

held me

in Madrid

they killed
a bull with their

eyes and teeth

the jeering
but the bull

was me
and you all

knew it.
There is
all manner
of what
is the kind
of tweed that

professes
that strangeness

is an open form

that the park
is a monument

to mesc
and weed
and my square

college.
They didn’t

follow me
up the stair
to the back
or my back

because the lift

was busted
and I thought

Buster Brown
I must have

because
I never knew

busted
was broken.

Once I ate
the way
the piano keys

bumped me

forward
and spilled
it all
you looked
and wiped
my chin

because you

saw a feather

there.

J.L. Lapinel is a Cuban American poet from New York City and the youngest of seven. She recently earned her MFA in poetry from the University of Massachusetts Amherst where she was also an MFA Fellow. Prior to this, she earned her BA and MA in literature from New York University.

Her poems appear in New York Quarterly, Yellow Arrow Journal, Haunted Waters Press, Twist in Time Magazine, Odessa Poetry Review, Cambridge Collection and North American Poetry Review among others. Her poem "Little People" was nominated for a Pushcart Prize in 2019 and "Escape from the Value of Time" was a semifinalist in the 2021 James Applewhite Poetry Prize competition.

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