Alison Lubar

WHEN MY GIRLFRIEND DISCOVERS A DYING BIRD ON THE FOURTH OF JULY,

[hours before fireworks

could have delivered

the fatal sonic blast] she

shades terminal shudders

with a suntanned hand,

keeps vigil and disseats

flies with a lopped-off

maple branch.

                           I move wisps

                 of dried melon tendrils,

                 carve an earthly sepulcher

                  in a barren raised bed.

She lifts the shovel to exalt

soft hollow brown mottled down

with fledgling blue tufts fluttering.

                                          [the man who used to live

                                           here would dispatch mice

                                            with a hammer, bragged

                                                 of his butchering skills,

                                                 lusted for guns to hunt

                                                 something/one]

Underneath neighbors’ radios and wine-cooler clinks,

she finishes the last syllables of the Kaddish.

Alison Lubar teaches high school English by day and yoga by night. They are a queer, nonbinary femme of color whose life work (aside from wordsmithing) has evolved into bringing mindfulness practices, and sometimes even poetry, to young people.

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