Michael Montlack

PAST LIFE

Someone else died hauling  

slabs of stone for the castle walls  

or catered Hitler’s dinner parties.  

You didn’t starve in a potato famine.  

Or scrub the shitty chamber pot 

of a dignitary’s mistress. 

 

No. Though you might’ve  

been that mistress. And not  

some throw-away type dame— 

no, you were scandalous,  

a front-page vamp who exposed  

the treasonous scheme 

he boasted after a lustful romp.  

 

Exhausting really. That’s why 

your psychic says you suffer  

from anemia this go-around. Why  

you can’t keep from shuddering  

in a camera’s flash. The result  

of too much unwanted attention  

last life. Surely, that’s why  

this one’s so quiet, uneventful,  

plain work-a-day. Doesn’t  

the soul need a breather  

 

like a faded celebrity 

when asked on talk shows   

about upcoming projects:  

Oh, please—I can’t even,   

I’m on hiatus right now.   

Michael Montlack is author of the poetry collections Daddy (NYQ Books), Cool Limbo (NYQ Books), and editor of the Lambda Finalist essay anthology My Diva: 65 Gay Men on the Women Who Inspire Them (University of Wisconsin Press)... Full Profile