Dion O'Reilly

WANTING BACK

Do continents miss each other?

The lost feather lifting in the wind,

does it remember its sparrow?

 

Or is it possible to outlive

the brute pull of a phantom limb,

the complete affinity of sleep

 

curled in a womb

beneath a beating heart?

 

I think I miss everyone

I’ve ever known. Everyone

I wanted to love.

 

I miss a mother who won’t die.

A sister I never liked, whom I  feared

would kill me if she could.

 

I miss cousins I never met—

flashlight games we never

played.

 

There’s a man I miss.

He might be dying. I miss

the piece of me he carried off  

 

like a hungry hyena,

the piece of me he knew

by heart,

 

which he missed,

and so took it.

 Dion O'Reilly’s debut collection, Ghost Dogs, was shortlisted for The Catamaran Prize and The Eric Hoffer Award. Her second book Sadness of the Apex Predator will be published by University of Wisconsin's Cornerstone Press in 2024... Full Profile