All these constellations are your, they exist in you; outside your love they have no reality!
Milosz
About the poetics of space. Bachelard would say,
that every poet staring out the window is displaced in place, the universe
outside the
glass rippling away from an imagined center, a
dream state—each leaf on the hillside rustling with reverie, in the way
a candle flame can set an angel spinning and flashing on a carousel of tin.
Each little
room
a universe: the piled papers on the desk, the cooling coffee cup among the
empty
coffee cups, the browning overwatered spider plants which, if
understood
for all their history would tell not just one story, but everything
back to the
first footprint in the dust, the first flower blooming outward ever-
expanding
to the last sun’s death. But it can work the other way— immensity on all
sides
pointing, pushing in. Inside
their suits, staring through their plastic shells
toward home, 251,000 miles away,
did the men on that cold rock—like Milosz,
confronted with “the garden of the wonders of space” receive that joy of
solitude,
those waters spread for miles in every direction among the stars floating
and flying—
and stretch
their arms and leap
like divers from some cliff. Or reflecting on the tiny ball,
half-swallowed in their own open mouths, were they
afraid?
Oberlin, Ohio
June, 2019